OK... I have to say that even though I DID NOT WIN that showcase on wed night ... it was NOT a fail for me!!! I got some pretty great comments from the industry judges .. i actually think i got the least brutal critiques and for some one like myself to even be in a competition for songwriter/performers when i had only finished these songs in the past three months and had never completed a song before that ... I will take everything as a success...
I must also say as a side note that the power of my universe is strong.. even as a kid when i called it prayer ... the universe just handles shit for me ... I had said that i did not want to win this competition because i thought that my friends' band Assemble The Skyline needed to win ...one for their talent... two they worked WAAAAY harder than i did and three... the lead singer Luke had been trying to win this competition for at least a year and finally got in it.... so i was like LOOOOK ... please win this shit ... and then i told him that i'm just going to want some studio time ... kind of being a smart ass
but let me tell you that ... one of the judges was late ... missing my set... Dun DUN DUUNNNNN!!! because they had to pick a winner and the one judge didn't get to see my stuff they chose luke's band and gave us all studio time .... of course the winning band got more time .. but hell FREE studio time ... "I WILL TAKE IT THANK A BURNCH"...
So in the time since the panel with the judges ... i have seriously thought about my life and career.... and realized that this is completely possible ... connsidering one of the A&R peeps said that Perez would totally eat me up! ... another said "that i just need to take the greenlight i have been given and just GO!!!" ... ummm OKAY!!!! i mean i must say that they did say that there were some things with the songs that i should fix and ... some stuff with the band's image ... but G.A.F... i wasn't trying to be a BAND ... i was just proud of myself for finishing something that i never ever thought i would be able to do ...
bottom line .. the bands that played were all kind of BOMBSQUADS... i sang backups for my friend THAT GUY DARIAN's band and that was a good time ... i think i just LML and LOOOVE performing .... i am so grateful to all of my friends that came and witnessed my songwriter deflowering ....
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