OK!
today is the day i come back into the universe!!!
i have been in my dungeon planning my grind!!
you know what ... there is nothing i can do to prepare now!!! i just have to shut up and do it!!!
i live for everything involved... i want to wake up late, go to the venue completely busted, chatting it up, transforming in the makeup chair, playing in the mirror... i love it all... sweating under the lights, the nervousness that turns into i am going to throw up or i have to pee and then all of a sudden i am in another place and experiencing everything at the same time ... i need this!
today i am doing what i know how to do! hitting the pavement to find a job that will pay the bills i was hoping that it would not come down to this and that i was going to be able to make money right now getting paid to be me but clearly this is not going to happen. so HE (me) needs to do what he has to do to make ends meet... but i am definitely not giving up on this dream!!!
i was thinking last night about how people get really excited and obsessed with celebrities or entertainers... i don't think i have ever really been for real GAGA about any one... like of course the G-icons , like Bette, Kristen Chenoweth, Divas in general... but I have not had any ONE artist who has changed my life... i am a little bit jealous, i must say
BUT, i do get inspiration from many artists!!! Nikka Costa, Mika, Bette, Whoopi, Lady GaGa, Tyler Perry, .. there are just so many!!!
the point of my story today is that i am just going to keep trucking!!! eventually preparation will meet opportunity and that is where my LUCK is ... and until those moments i will do what i know how to do .... LIVE ...lol ...
kthanksbye
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